Everything changes and I wasn't prepared for this.
I thought I could handle the pain because I've been here before, exactly on the same spot years ago.
Well, it didn't.
I still feel the agony and it stings even more.
I thought I have been prepared for this.
How to control the tears so it wouldn't stream down on my cheek, but it's hard.
How to set the brain so it would only think about the happy things ahead, but it's hard.
It's harder..
And now I just feel so small and what's happening now is beyond my power.
I'm powerless.
So, may I ask You?
When is the miracle happen?
Does it happen after I sent my prayers to You?
If it does, so be it.
I would like to see it.
I want to know what it's like.
Every secret of a writer's soul, every experience of his life, every quality of his mind is written large in his works. - Virginia Woolf.
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