There was a girl.
She loves colors and her favorite one is red. Actually, it could be purple. Because she liked blue a long time before.
She has brown curly hair and she likes to put head craft upon it.
She loves skirt but she doesn’t know how to wear it so she decided to wear jeans instead.
She likes cloud instead of sky and she prefers eat an ice cream than candies.
She would like to keep a secret than shout it out loud to the world.
She loves dog the most than other animals on this earth.
She loves the smell of dew in the morning and gazing to the night sky.
She doesn’t like rain but she might inhale a lot of air when the rain wanted to begin, the essence of soil’s smell. She wishes she could find it’s perfume someday.
She loves to laugh although her joke is not the funniest.
She loves the moment she spent with her friends.
She likes Paris but The Great Britain stole the first position in her mind to be the most wanted places to visit.
She loves Disney even she doubt that if there could be a happy ending in the reality.
She loves knowledge though she had short-term memory.
She likes her eyes, well-rounded and big and her nose too.
She was not a leader, she prefer to be a decision maker.
She was an extrovert when she was with her family.
She loves fried potato and tomato juice.
She is not a big fan of seafood but if you fry it for her, don’t ever remain her about weight gain.
She loves picture but unfortunately she has no skill at drawing so she would like to capture any moment, even she was not a pro.
Writing and reading, she loves them both.
She would like to go to the beach instead of climbing a mountain.
She loves the smell of coffee but she prefers to drink mineral water.
Yes, she was not perfect.
She also hates being alone.
No one knows if she has a very rare phobia.
It is called philophobia.
It is the fear of falling or being in love.
It could be a contradiction with the fact that she hates loneliness but she couldn’t bear it if she started to use her feeling.
She has been alone for a quite long time and she feels comfortable with it.
Even at night she keeps praying to God, asked Him if she could like someone anymore. And God gave her an answer.
There was a boy.
He has black straight hair.
It was not love at the first sight.
Both of them haven’t known each other.
Then, just in one night, it all changed.
The first thing that girl would be never forget was the way he laughed.
Universe knows that girl was not the funniest girl in this earth.
But that boy, he laughed like no one ever told the joke before.
Did she fell for his laugh? No, she has not fallen for him in that moment.
A few moments later, that boy made a joke. Another reason to be in “laugh” together.
Unfortunately, the way he made her laugh was not the answer if that girl has fallen for him.
So this girl, she was confused.
She thought that God has made an answer for her prayer.
But she couldn’t even figure these things out.
She always looking for the boy’s shadow and ask if God fated him to be there.
But when it comes the time when they placed next to each other, there was no any electricity between them.
Girl started to question his feeling,
is this truly the feeling she was looking for so long or it was just another rusty things that happened in a one night?
Suddenly she realized, that damn philophobia has stolen her feeling to be in love.
She couldn’t like someone because she was too afraid to fall.
What if she had already fallen for him then he was not even there to catch her fall?
So she decided to find out the answer.
For now, her mind can wonder about the boy but her heart still being an empty room.
