I knew.

I know how it felt when you came home and found that your home just doesn't feel like home.

I know how it felt when you can't sleep at night, wishing for tomorrow not coming in time.

I know how it felt when nights keep surround you with fear and tears.

I know how it felt when morning comes you wish you still see their eyes and they see yours.

I know how it felt when you begun to pray with hope and asked for something that you really want.

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it's because...
you think that home should be a place when you found some happiness and peace.

it's because...
you afraid of tomorrow if you weren't able to see your family and friends, even your enemy.

it's because...
you full of confusion, you just want to scream and cry but none of them will solve your scare.

it's because...
you know from their eyes, their soul still belong in their chamber inside the body.

it's because...
you start to know what you have to do, bow your head and bend on your knee. pray.

Don't ask me why, I just knew..

..and yeah, I know you can't just stand it when things don't go your way.

But we have no control over what happens anyway.

I just knew how it felt when you lost someone you love, forever.

for him, B.
Thanks for showing me how it felt to have a family and friend at the same time..
♥ you still ♥ you always ♥ you will..